[UgotBronx]

Paras anad Johnny have a down to earth convo.. about the HOH comp and how people thought she was the person who was most likely to not have people at their funeral.. and my family that will hear that i was the easiest to sway..

johnny but it's just a survey..

paras but it's not just this house it's people that have known me outside and have said the same thing. saying you are lucky that youa re pretty.. and im like that doesnt make me feel good that's telling me that im an idiot.. and when you get told that a lot you start identifying with it and feeling it.. and i say dumb shit and i say why.. and im like no one wants to align with an idiot.. and people are saying they are good with me and i know that is not the case

johnny it's feeding that paranoia

paras.. yeah having this done to me on national tv confirms things that peole ahve said to me in the past