Back post 10:12pm BBT Feeds 1/2
Bay tries to talk to Angela again:
Bay: at this point its a game and i go home tomorrow I did enjoy getting to know you and before yesterday I thought i was going to be good friends with you for life and it really sucks that i had to lose a friend like you (she's given everyone some of the same talks thru the night )
Angela: bayleigh this is still a game and I think we connected on a personal level which will go so much further then beyond this game.
bay cuts off angela
bay; from what i heard you were trying to tear me down even after the fact that you found out i wanst the hacker
Angela: i wasnt trying to tear you down
bay: Ive never cried so much
Angela: i never teared you down in a personal way . it;'s all been game none of this has been persoanl
bay takes an deep breath . closes her eyes while agneal is talking to her
bay: I havent taken it personal but that it actually broke my heart so
Angela but that wasnt
bay: what im saying I will come to a point where i will forgive you but even game wise i never every wanted to come near you. (to be nom'd)
Angela Likewise
bay cuts her off again
bay: but you were so quick to turn on me and that hurt my heart. Especially when you didnt even have. like this morning you couldn't even ask me. i didnt even get a chance to defend myself. So if you love me that much they way that you say you loved out friendship you could've given me a chance to defend myself
Angela: when you came up there 5 mins after the meeting
bay cuts her off again
bay what was the 1st thing i said to you when i walk to your door after that hacker game ? I said angela i didnt win the hacker comp. so if afterwards you thought that i did all you had to do was say hey i thought you had suspicion
Angela everyone told me that. everyone told me they didnt win. so im like someone is lying to me. This is a game, people lie to each other
Bay: yeah but you made a judgement call that i was on a power trip and that i was doing all these things and said nasty things about me
Angela: when did i say nasty things about you?
bay: you told haleigh about our alliance and that you were going to chose you over haleigh
Angela: i never said that
bay: she asked me
Angela; She came to me and asked asked if you offered me an alliance and i said that the girls came and offered me an alliance. Ive told everyone that when they offer me an alliance when their back is against the wall
bay cuts her off again
bay: when i was HOh i never said one dirty word and never let anyone say anything about you to me. so for me. im saying as friends i had your back. I was ride or die= for you. and as a person i totally get it and i will defend you. but as a friendship the way you were willing to ride for me and the weay i was willing to ride for you are 2 different things
angela: as a friendship yes but as a game relationship no.
bay: exactly
Angeal: i didnt believe that. I will always have your back on a friendship level. I never came at you and never said anything negative about you on a personal level. anything that i have said about you that has a negative connotation has been strictly on a game level. nothing that i have ever said has been personal bayleigh cause deep down in the bottom of my heart i do love you. and whether you believe that or
bay cuts her off
bay: why would you say anything negative at all instead of saying come up to me and saying it to my face you run around talking aobut me behind my back (bay is getting snippy)
Angela: i didnt talk about you behind your back
Bay; you just said you had negative feelings behind my back
Angela i said if i did it was game related
bay; right so if you did why couldnt you just ask me game related or not?Why would you need to go and have conversations with other people that are literally something you could have asked me. I would have told you the truth angela.
Angeal If i thought you were the hacker and which im still not sure who the hacker is why would i come to you and tell you that?
Bay: you are still not 100% sure ?
Angela no
bay: when haleigh admitted she was the hacker?
Angela: I still think someone is lying to me. I still dont know.. i feel like i cant trust anyone right now. honestly.
Bay : really?!
Angela: I dont feel like i could trust anyone. maybe it's not even you maybe it's fez, maybe it's rockstar, maybe it's tyler! Who the fuck knows. all that matters is that there are 2 people on the block now and that's what we have to deal with moving forward. I dont believe anything right now cuz nothing makes sense to me.
bay: that's crazy angela
Angela : yeah it sucks. that's why i was upstairs all day i cant believe anyone
Bay yeah but you cant open your eyes to see that i got the short end of the stick in this situation? that i got treated like really bad
Angela: i never treated you bad
bay Are you kidding me? you didnt talk to me for 2 day! you didnt even look at me and you laughed at me when i came outside
Angela: I did not laugh at you
bay getting snippy
bay: did you treat me the same?
Angela: Im not having this conversation right now
bay: no did you treat me the same? Did you speak to me for the past 2 days? did you speak to me?
Angela; no
bay: so how is that not treating me.. BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T TALK TO ME! I came to your room and tried to talk to you.
Angela: it's a 2 way street
bay; yeah but if i tried to talk to you why would you not talk to me?
Angela: cuz it was 5 seconds after the meeeting
Bay: you coulda came later and said you are ready to talk to me now. did you ever think of that
Angela: I came and talked to you today when i came and sat on the couch
bay: 2 days later after treating me like i dont exist and never ever once apologized for it.
Angela is heading up the HOH stairs Im not going to have this conversation.
bay; OH cuz you dont care and you're not wrong and yo didn't do anything wrong in the situation. you're perfect!
Angela: Thank you.
